Sometimes I think it's just better to watch things from afar. That way you aren't in the action, but you still know what's going on. That way you never get attached to anyone, or anything. But people know that you are there, so they don't leave you out completely.
It's funny, a year ago I would of never admitted this. Heck I wouldn't even of thought about it.
I used to be so out going, I didn't care. I was Alaire Jenae Moore from Sugar Land, Texas.
I knew who I was, I didn't care about what you thought of me. I had my friends, I knew who I was.
But now, I'm Alaire from Texas and I don't talk to anyone, unless they talk to me first.
It makes me sad, no. It makes me very depressed.
I wasn't like this the first week I got here, I was still the happy, bubbly, outgoing, careless Alaire Jenae Moore from Sugar Land, Texas.
But then things changed, and I don't know how to fix it.
--Alaire
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